what's with me..??

for the past days that i have been selfish with my feelings..then i meet you
1st it was nothing 'coz i want to be alone with everything i have in mind
i never really expect that every time we mingle have fun, share jokes and thoughts with each other..my heart begins to open and became ready for whom will come, but i know it wasn't you...(do i really know.??)
maybe theres just somethin' that my heart really notices when it comes to your perosnality and attitude..
day after day we have been together my heart couldn't stand it anymore
it collides..my feelings grew stronger for you, but i want to stop it from falling..
falling in love with you..but it keep on bothering me every day as i think of you
and speaking og thinking of you why do i think of you without any reason..
is it maybe that i am empty,
and bein'with the way i was why do i appreciate all the things that comes from you..
why do i have this kind of feelin' i can't let go easily...
can this be love am feelin' for you...
but how, why??

why can't it be....

why can;t it be,
why can't it be the two of us why can't we be lovers,only friends.
'coz we meet at the wrong place at the wrong time...???

just a few lines from the a song....
simple but really touches ma' bleeding and suffering heart
is there any cure that i could easily get rid of my feelings
that drags me down to what i am now..??
whew!!!it really is hard to teach your heart right..??
no matter how you try to cammand not to...
it will and it'll do what he wants to..but
that is happening without your further notice...
how awful right...???

longin' for your warmth and TLC

sometimes i cry at nyt,but dont know the reason why..is it him the reason that i cry..??or just bein jealous for not being with him if want to spent my time...so damn paranoid of me.couldn't understand why am i this and where did all my feelings came from..is it meeting him thats changes the way i am..well who knows ryt..
am just sick so damn sick in love with someone i can't be with..huhuhuhuhuhu

"changes"

"people really do change in just a nick of time"
but why.???how can i let my feelings and emotions fly at the time we were together..
whatta shame,taking advantage to an overwhelming happiness that i felt without knowing that,everytime i try to push myself to you..."for Christ sake" you we're already losing that kind of personality i like the best from you before we met and became friends...what kind of fool i am trying to push myself to we're i think am not suitable to be in...

whatta summer...

perfect heat of the sun makes us so o dry and sticky ryt but guys
this is how summer works..we must enjoy the heat and indulge ourselves in the coolest water or bora..hehehe
when nyt falls wheeew....people are busy looking for party place here...like us we must sometimes enjoy being drunk ryt..just give yourselves a time to relax and don't let anybody gets in your way to enjoy your wet and wild summer...