what's with me..??

for the past days that i have been selfish with my feelings..then i meet you
1st it was nothing 'coz i want to be alone with everything i have in mind
i never really expect that every time we mingle have fun, share jokes and thoughts with each other..my heart begins to open and became ready for whom will come, but i know it wasn't you...(do i really know.??)
maybe theres just somethin' that my heart really notices when it comes to your perosnality and attitude..
day after day we have been together my heart couldn't stand it anymore
it collides..my feelings grew stronger for you, but i want to stop it from falling..
falling in love with you..but it keep on bothering me every day as i think of you
and speaking og thinking of you why do i think of you without any reason..
is it maybe that i am empty,
and bein'with the way i was why do i appreciate all the things that comes from you..
why do i have this kind of feelin' i can't let go easily...
can this be love am feelin' for you...
but how, why??